30 day challenge (day 4)

DAY 4
A picture of your favorite night

I wouldve chosen the night when everything was perfect for both of us if i dont have a broken heart right now.

So anyway, this is my favorite night so far because i just had the best friendly talk and walk plus i found quite a few reasons again.

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30 day challenge (day 3)

DAY 3

A picture of the cast from your favorite show

BILL. he is the perfect husband and even though there’s just so many problems around them, he never gives up and still motivates Guiliana.

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Dear Sungit,

Yolo…

                You only live once. You only have one first love. Ang sakit pre. Sobra. Ang sakit sakit. Naglilinis na ako ng mga gamit ko, nagtatanggal ng kailangan itapon sa wallet para lahat bago. Tapos hayun, andun yung mga inipong resibo sa mga dinners natin. Pare ang sakit talaga, sobra, naiiyak nalang talaga ako kasi ayoko na eh. Pagod na pagod na talaga ako. hindi ko na kaya. Gusto ko ng sumuko. Hindi ako susuko sabi ko sayo pero hindi ko na talaga kaya. Ayoko na, pagod na pagod na ako. hindi na ako makahinga sa sobrang sakit. Oo masakit, literal na masakit, parang dinudurog yung puso mo. Tang ina, try mo kaya? Magmahal ng katulad mo tas bigla ka nalang iiwanan sa ere. Tang ina mo lang talaga, gago ka!

                Inipon ko sa isang box lahat ng gamit na makakpagpaalala sakin tungkol sayo tapos sineal ko na. hindi ko na bubuksan yun. Hindi ko itatapon, itatago ko lang, malay mo, in a few years, pagtatawanan ko nalang yung sarili ko na nagmahal ng isang gago na katulad mo. Hindi ko na talaga kaya, parang awa mo na, ayoko na. Lord, tapusin nyo na po yung paghihirap ko. hindi na talaga kaya ng powers ko, susukuan ko na to. Tangina talaga, ito nanaman ako, umiiyak. Hindi ko na pwede ituloy to or else hahagulgol nanaman ako. Gago ka pare, tandaan mo yan, never ako nagalit sa isang tao ng ganito ka grabe, ngayon lang, kasi ang sakit eh.

Mara 5/21/2012

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Dear Sungit,

Hi,

                Today was wala lang talaga. Maaga nagising, puro online, natulog ng tanghali and nagsimba. Pero all throughout the day, magkatext kami ni James. Comfortable na ako sa kanya pero nung biglang may nagkatopic about sa love. Nung naisip kita, nasaktan nanaman ako and akala ko kaya kong ikwento sa ibang tao, sa bagong tao to share it as an experience pero hindi ko pa din kaya. Ang ginawa ko nalang, change topic agad.

                Nakakatuwa sya, bata pa nga kasi, pero medyo matured na magisip yun nga lang, hindi sanay sa gimickan. Nerdy ata ang dating kasi accountancy pero mayaman sya. Andami naming napagusapan habang magkatext and at the same time, nagsusulat ako ng nobela. 10 more days, titigil na din ako sa kakasulat sayo para hindi ko na mapahirapan masyado ang sarili ko. magpapasukan na, kailangan ko ng ayusin yung buhay ko at kung wala ka na talagang planong bumalik sakin, siguro hanggang dun nalang talaga yun. Masakit eh, sobra, tao ako, minsan tanga, minsan matalino. Pero siguro nga, talo ako, kasi ako yung iniwan, ako yung sobrang nasaktan at hindi naman siguro masamang matalo diba? Through failing, you learn how to succeed.

                Basta kaya ko to. Ako pa? ano bang hindi kaya ni Margarette Munoz? Wala! Lahat kaya ko, pinaglihi kaya ako kay superman, I can beat the odds, I can be impossible as long as I know the Lord is by my side. 

Mara 5/20/2012

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30 day challenge (day 2)

Day 2
A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest

My sister. she knew almost everything about me.

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30 day challenge (day 1)

DAY 1:
10 facts about me:

1. i like cheeseburger of mcdonalds
2. Christmas lights or any other shining lights never fails to make me smile.
3. i have a birthmark beneath my chin, just on the middle of my neck.
4. i usually bite my left hand until it bruises whenever im depressed. 
5. my favorite perfume and lotion is victorias secret dream angels heavenly.
6. i like pickles, kamias and really unripe mango.
7. i kept an everyday love letter for my first love in tumblr.
8. im into sports such as paintball, laser tag, zip lining, rappelling and kart racing.
9. i’ve driven 5 kinds of vehicle in just two weeks.
10. i use alcohol as my evening lotion.

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Coz I’ve been really bored so i’ll be doing this photo challenge i saw in facebook.

1. A picture of yourself with 10 facts
2. A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest
3. A picture of the cast from your favorite show
4. A picture of your favorite night
5. A picture of your favorite memory
6. A picture of a person you’d love to trade places with for a day
7. A picture of your most treasured item
8. A picture that makes you laugh
9. A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most
10. A picture of the person you do the most ****** up things with
11. A picture of something you hate
12. A picture of something you love
13. A picture of your favorite band or artist
14. A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without
15. A picture of something you want to do before you die
16. A picture of someone who inspires you
17. A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently
18. A picture of your biggest insecurity
19. A picture and a letter
20. A picture of somewhere you’d love to travel
21. A picture of something you wish you could forget
22. A picture of something you wish you were better at
23. A picture of your favorite book
24. A picture of something you wish you could change
25. A picture of your favorite day
26. A picture of something that means a lot to you
27. A picture of yourself and a family member
28. A picture of something you’re afraid of
29. A picture that can always make you smile
30. A picture of someone you miss

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Dear Sungit,

Hoy.

                We were supposed to have a meeting today sa Beda. Gumising ako ng 6:30, umalis ng 7. Sabi ko naman sayo diba dati? Kayang kaya ko magbihis at maligo in just ten minutes at ayusin lahat in 30 minutes? Kaso nga lang, nung nakasakay na ako ng jeep, biglang nagtext na hindi na tuloy. So I have to go back. Natulog nalang ulit ako at nagising ng tanghalian na.

                Puro lang ako basa at sulat today. Hay, ewan. Sabi ko sa sarili ko, hindi na ako aasa na babalik ka pa pero ito ako parang martyr, araw araw sumusulat sayo. Di bale, wag ka magaalala, hanggang end nalang siguro to ng May. Nahihirapan na din ako eh. Lalo lang ako nagmumukhang tanga. Sige, matutulog na ako, past 12 na nga eh, actually, 3am na. busy kakasulat ng nobela. Salamat.

Mara 5/19/2012

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Dear Sungit,

Hoy,

                Maswerte ka ngayong araw na to. Pero mamaya ko na ipapaliwanag sayo. Simulan ko muna sa fact na wala akong tulog, at bumyahe ako ng pagkandaaga-aga para lang makarating ng alas siyete sa San Juan para kumuha ng lisensya. Hayun, buong araw ako dun, ang hirap magisa, hindi mo alam kalian tatawagin yung pangalan mo kaya ambilis kong nagtake out sa Jollibee. Walang kausap and ever pero buti nalang madaldal ako at may nakilala ako na Bedista din pala, babae, kumukuha din ng lisensya. Nakarating ako, 7:30am, natapos 4:00pm na. Yes, as you can see, may lisensya na ako and I can drive alone now. pumunta akong U.P kasama si Frank, kaibigan ko at kaorg ko sa photography group namin.

                Ito na. we had a date. Photodate. Kinwento ko sa kanya lahat ng nangyari satin and for the first time ever in history na naikwento ko sya ng buo, hindi ako umiyak. Kinwento nya din yung tungkol sa kanila ng ex nya. Nagfood trip kami, lakad ng lakad, picture ng picture kasi nga photographers nga kami diba? Tapos hayun. He explained your side. Hindi ko alam kung yun ba talaga yung dahilan mo pero somehow, I understood. Kinampihan ka nya, he gave reasons and I cant explain them all here pero somehow I understood but that doesn’t stop me from blaming you and still being hurt. Sobrang nagenjoy talaga ako kasi there were Christmas lights! YES!!! Madaming lights and you know how much I love lights right? Well, it just feels good to look at lights.

                Anyway, I arrived home ten. Everyone were so worried about me since nadead bat ako and no one knows where I am so that’s it.

Mara 5/18/2012

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Dear Sungit,

Kumusta?

Puro Liempo lang din akong buong araw, nagsusulat ng karugtong. Its hard writing kapag bigla ko nalang maalala how it feels, you know? Kapag hahawakan yung kamay? Kapag titignan? Nabibitter ako pero as a writer, I have to separate my bitterness sa story ko. Saka na siguro sa part na bitter talaga yung character.

Medyo makati pa din yung katawan ko pero improving na yun nga lang sumakit ulit sikmura ko. Oo nga pala, punta na akong LTO bukas para kumuha ng lisensya so wish me luck okay? Hay, kumusta ka na kaya? Palapit na ng palapit ang pasukan, dapat nakakamove on na ako pero hindi pa talaga. Ay, may kwento pala ako sayooo! :) kasi naman yung tuta namin, dumumi sa loob ng house, eh hindi pa sya napupurga, alam mo ba andaming bulate na lumabas galing sa kanya, parang pancit sa sobrang haba! Kadiri nga eh. Haha! Yun lang, just saying.

Anyway, I have to wake up early tomorrow kasi 7am dapat nasa San Juan branch na ako. Uminom ako ng sedated meds na antihistamine para makatulog ako pero ba’t ganun, 1am na, di pa din ako makatulog? I guess I just have to try it on myself. Salamat.

Mara 5/17/2012

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